So this is the first entry. I don't know what to put. I'm in the school Library and I have nothing to do. Actually I think I have a lot of studying to do but FUCK IT. I don't really care. So anyway. My hand is cold. Yeah This study hall is cool. Suri like takes a dump everyday yeah Mariana and Karen also sit at the table. Bettie used to sit with us but now she takes computers. Arrrg I don't want to be in school right now. I don't actually feel this way I just don't like this computer. Yeah I don't know. I can't wait till Friday. This computer sucks major ass.
April 10, 2003
So yeah it's the day before the ring ceremony and I'm so not excited anymore. I'm super pissed cause they want me to fix my sweater clean my shoes and they're not letting me dye my hair. I so don't want to come anymore but I do want to get my ring for the class. I don't feel cool at all. I don't know it's mad, sad and a bunch of other stuff. I started recording again I hope this time I keep with it so I can finally edit it and make it in to "movie" Yeah so class is over I'm out. Bye
I don't think I feel sad anymore. I don't know what I feel right now. I know I'm still mad. Yeah I punched someones locker today. That kinda hurt but it felt good.People are weird. I'm glad I'm so totally normal.
April 12
So yesterday was the Jr ring ceremony. It was cool. For the practice I had my skirt like way down to my ankles because they where looking at the length of the skirts. It was hilarious yeah and then when we practiced I did a lot of funny walks like the gangsta walk and The Monkees dance and stuff like that like. It was funny yeah like no one wanted me to do it cause it would make them "look bad" or whatever but it was too funny. Yeah like when it came time to get the rings when I went back to my seat I did the gangsta walk. I didn't think people saw me cause it was like really close to the end of the row and I did it just for my parents and people IMed me tonight and saying that they saw me. It was funny. So it was friday and I'm a sinner. I ate meat. I went out with my family and I had Duck and RABITT. It was so sad. I didn't feel right at all but I wanted to try it. I started thining about my rabitt Tanya and I felt really sick. Yeah so like I don't know what to write. Today was a fairly good day. Yeah I got to keep the arch of balloons from the ring ceremony and I was sucking the helium. I didn't pass out like the last time but I felt weird and my head hurt when I moved my eyes. I dyed my hair pink. Well sort of. Yeah. Well yeah I'm out.
April 17, 2003
Hey. So today we got out of school. It was an ok day at school. We had a para-liturgy Little Cynthia was crying. Yeah It was funny when I told Skippie about my one tear falling. I got in trouble with Mr. Spicer because I was laughing when the mic went bad and everyone got scared. I totally love watching people get scared. The way the face changes is hi-larious. Yeah. I came home and I didn't do anything. I found out we're going to San Diego for a couple of days. I really don't want to go cause it doesn't seem like fun but since Paula isn't going I'm getting a window seat for sure. All I wanted to do this vacation was sleep, hang out with friends and actually do some homework. I'm really looking foward to the wedding project but I still need a husband. I feel like laughing.
April 20th
It's 12:07 and I'm finishing up my first soda in over 40 days. Yesssssssssss Happy birthday to my brother who is now 15 as of yesterday (19) and happy birthday to Hitler who's birthday is today. Right now Carla, Eric, Vanessa, Jose and I are in the computeroom hitting each other, laughing and farting. I totally farted on Vanessa and Eric. My mom is singing YOUR SONG downstairs at Karaoke. We're having a burping contest and listening to The Ramones. "I DIDN'T DID IT" I'm so hyper haahahahahahahha Eric just spit up Soda It was awesome he pisssed his pants. Vanessa has to take a piss but there's no toliet paper and the bathroom echo's. WE KNOW HOW TO PARTY HARD. I pulled Eric's leg hair. I'm sooo sorry. Everyone got measured on my wall. I HAVE TO FART. AYE! Vanessa cracked her fingers in my ear and it hurts. I NEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED YOUR LOVE. I'm daring Eric to put on one of my bras on but it's too small and Vanessa was like HELL NO. HUH?!? We're talking about the time Jesse Farted it was fucking hilarious. He did a jump in the air and totally farted. Now we're talking about how Carla falls all of the time. DAMN! They're talking about how I smashed into a poll and then Carla smashed into me. "Imagine you think to hard and you fart" I'm going to finish this right now cause it could go on forever. "Somebody, somebody put something in my drink."
